黒い虹
It's raining whenever
I close my eyes.
why can I see such a scene?
But I will melt into it's dark gray sky irrespective of my will
and mind.
I turn into the
sky and think about myself.
Did I have an aim in my life?
But now I will be free from a problem that man can not avoid
forever.
If the seven
deadly sins mean the seven colors of the rainbow,
What's the color of the sin that I long to be this universe?
Probably I know the answer I fear.
“Lord, forgive me my trespasses...”
The rain has
lifted before I know it, and so I feel uneasy about something.
And soon the rainbow will appear in my own sky.
That disgusting black rainbow.
The sky that is
myself will crash down under the weight of the absolute being.
Because I'm powerless, I can do nothing but comply with the
destiny.
Is it a judgment for me?
“Lord, forgive me my trespasses...”
I lost
everything but there is what to do.
So, I will cross that black rainbow.
How far do I have to go to find the strength to live by myself?
The frailty and
the weakness of the human heart must not want eternity.
Because eternity means trying to perfect oneself and one's own
mind.
“Don't cross the black rainbow...”